Preliminarily dangerous

I’m delighted to report that “Dangerous Space” has qualified for the Preliminary Nebula Award Ballot in the novella category. Finalists will be announced in early March, I believe, and the award ceremony takes place in LA in late April.

“Dangerous Space” has qualified because during the 12 months after its publication, at least 10 members of the Science Fiction and Fantasy Writers of America (SFWA) recommended it for the award. Thank you to those who took the time and trouble to recommend it — I appreciate your support and am glad you liked the story.

I’ll post the final ballot when it’s, you know, final (smile).

If you’re interested in the arcana of it all, here are the rules. And if you’re interested in the story, you can download it right here and read it for yourself. Enjoy.

Friday pint

Every Friday I transfer posts here from the Virtual Pint archives.

And Friday is finally back to being Friday again, instead of having to come out wearing Saturday or even Sunday clothes. I’m glad we’re past the holidays and I can finally get my days straight again.

I hope your first week of ’09 has been a good one.

  • Movie Solitaire (June 2004) — If Solitaire were a movie… and it will be, if I have any influence with the universe at all. But that’s a future post.
  • Ambivalence (July 2004) — A ramble on ambivalence in Solitaire, irony, management… and on the elevator scene. We had quite a conversation about this a few months ago, as well. It seems to push people’s buttons, for sure.
  • Cover me (July 2004) — A good image keeps on giving.

Enjoy.

Even if you can only be a little nice

I’m guessing no one here is surprised to find that family behavior is key to health of gay youth (many thanks to P for the link).

But please, if you read the article, don’t roll your eyes at the first few paragraphs, send a mental d’oh to the writer, and bolt away — it gets more specific as it goes on, and some of the conclusions are, I think, very helpful. In particular, the idea that “acceptance” is not an all-or-nothing event, and that even in an environment of general disapproval, any small steps toward acceptance can have a solid positive effect. When you consider that the negative effects include suicide, depression, and drug abuse, then any nudge in a different direction is a good thing.

It astonishes me that this is the first study to ever “establish a link between health problems in gay youths and their home environments.” It’s not that no one could prove it before: it’s that no one ever bothered. That, as much as anything else, points to how much impact intolerance has in the world. And of course, the lessons of this study go beyond being a queer kid. We’re all different. We could all use whatever little bit of nice each other can spare.

Helen MacInnes

I began reading Helen MacInnes when I was a teenager — many happy hours curled up in a leather armchair in my school’s library with one HM book or another. Recently, she’s made a resurgence in our household, and I am having enormous fun rediscovering her work and remembering why I have enjoyed it so much over the years.

Her books are suspense/spy thrillers, many of them set during WWII, so there’s lots of action and people running down dark alleys and such. They’re brilliantly written, with characters who are interesting and believable people even in unbelievable situations — although MacInnes was an astute observer of political conflict on both the macro and micro-level, and her plotting shows it. Her work focuses always on the human consequences of politics. And, like John D. MacDonald, she had many things to say about being human in general, and she wasn’t afraid to let her characters say them every once in a while.

He ought to have come alone. But it had been easy to be persuaded, for the selfish reason, quite apart from the more practical one that this mission must seem a holiday as usual, that he would have been miserable without her. He lay and thought of the way in which two people, each with their own definite personality, could build up a third personality, a greater and more exciting one, to share between them.
 
— from Above Suspicion by Helen MacInnes, 1942

If you don’t know MacInnes’ work, seriously, go get some. (Edited to add: Thanks, Mark, for this additional link to information about MacInnes as a person and a writer.) Libraries everywhere are bound to have her — she was enormously popular in her day, and I agree with Julia Buckley that it’s a damn shame HM doesn’t get more love now. She’s ten thousand times a better writer than Robert Ludlum or Alistair MacLean.

They all made such businesslike gestures, thought Richard irritably. Did it really prove greater efficiency to walk with a resounding tread, to open doors by practically throwing them off their hinges, to shut an insignificant notebook with an imitation thunder clap? Probably not at all, but — and here was the value of it — it made you look, and therefore feel, more efficient. The appearance of efficiency could terrify others into thinking you were dynamic and powerful. But strip you of all the melodrama of uniforms and gestures, of detailed régime worked out to the nth degree, of supervision and parrot phrases and party clichés, and then real efficiency could be properly judged. It would be judged by your self-discipline, your individual intelligence, your mental and emotional balance, your grasp of the true essentials based on your breadth of mind and depth of thought.
 
— from Above Suspicion by Helen MacInnes, 1942

The grasp, the breadth, the depth, are things that I aspire to as a writer and a person. Helen MacInnes certainly had them as a writer, and I imagine she was a fantastic person to drink and eat and talk with. Another person on the long list of if only.

Friday pint

Every Friday I transfer posts here from the Virtual Pint archives.

And look, here’s Friday come around again. It’s been a day of screenplaying, hence the lateness of the post. In the archive world it’s May, summer and warm, and I hope these pints may warm you a little in the winter of today.

Enjoy your weekend.

Dreamcatcher City

My 2008 ended with a day of loud music and creative rage followed by a night of champagne, spaghetti bolognese and conversation with Nicola about the gifts and the bruises of the old year, and our fears and hopes for the new. And, especially, what we want. Because, as Nicola said last night, talent and hard work and good ideas and luck are not enough without the wanting. And of course in wanting out loud, we make ourselves most vulnerable to bruises and gifts.

My 2009 begins with a gift. Karina has made a vid for my essay Surrender. How lucky I feel, in the gift and the friendship of the giver.

I hope 2009 brings you gifts that make you feel lucky, that make you proud of your choices and hard work, that make you glad you stuck it out for this thing and were brave enough to walk away from that one. I hope that you get your chance to walk out on the high wire and that no matter what happens, you have the fierce joy of finding yourself what you have always wanted to be.

What we want is what we are. What we do is who we are. I hope that in 2009 the wanting and the doing will be brilliant for you.

If the song fits

It’s 4:45 AM and this is what I’m listening to. Make of it what you will.


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7:17. Here’s where I am now:


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It’s not really as dire as it all sounds. Just a little creative rage. I’ll keep updating, we’ll see where it goes.

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7:57.


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8:53. I’ve always liked this album, especially the songs that never made it to the radio. And today is definitely not a day for wasting time…

But now it’s time for breakfast, during which I will not get all Billy Idolesque on my sweetie, who is being the most patient woman on earth with me the last few days.


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11:08. Current process = get stuck; play something loud; write; repeat.


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4:40. Back to work after a long break to eat lunch with my sweetie, shop, cook bolognese sauce, and chill the champagne.

Today has been, of course, all about my relationship with my writing. Thanks for listening. Whatever you’re doing tonight, whatever you’re connecting with, I hope it is happy.


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Lightening up (hah)

Light and sporadic posting here this coming week, which I hope doesn’t mean you’ll all take your marbles and go home, never to return…

It’s not so much a lightening up on posting as it is a hunkering down to something that I actually think is impossible, but it’s got to be done, so impossible can’t be allowed to matter. I am eyebrow-deep in another screenplay revision, a major one, a majorly scary one — and it’s due on Saturday. Oh ha, ha ha…

I’ll pop in every so often to wave hello, but mostly I’ll just be over here all wild-eyed and strung out at the keyboard. Wish me a miracle, I need it!



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Yes, that’s what they said…

I came across the AdVerbatims blog recently and found it almost unbearably funny. If you have ever worked in any creative capacity anywhere — writer, copywriter, graphic designer, artist, marketer, screenwriter — well, my friend, this Bud’s for you.

I wish this blog was still going strong — I’m sure there’s more than enough material in the world for it. I could give them some of my notes from Hollywood execs, for starters…

Enjoy this last Sunday of 2008.

Friday pint

Every Friday I transfer posts here from the Virtual Pint archives.

Apparently Saturday is the new Friday, at least in holiday weeks. I have become quite calendar-challenged lately, which is only amusing if you’re not the person I’m supposed to be doing something for today. Sigh. What I really need is a beer, but until more work is done I will have to settle for three super-sized virtual pints.

  • More random (April 2004) — Continuing the conversations about reading at random and communicating in real time.
  • Consciousness (April 2004)Solitaire, corporations, hope and joy.
  • A Buddhist flavor (May 2004) — A Buddhist take on Solitaire and a Day in the Life of the Writer.

Enjoy.